Guest post from my sister, Christine, whom you all met yesterday...
"I am not a chair," I thought last Sunday during my weekly walk up a major avenue at night. I breathed. It was the first relief from all of the general anxiety that had led me to take this walk in the first place. I was about to start my first full week at my internship, and a million thoughts were pulsing through my head, "Does this mean I'm staying in NY? I'll need to find an apartment. And a second job to rent that apartment." And then the thought hit me, just as "I am not a chair," "I am not the city that I live in," "I am not the job I work."
In yoga class the day before, when we went into Warrior 1, the teacher David said in his usual deadpan voice, "I hate to break it to you, but you are not a warrior." I chuckled, and sighed an audible "aaaaw." I really like pretending to be a warrior, especially the warrior in warrior 1, who has just been formed from a strand of hair. (I also really like puffing up my chest during pigeon pose, and imagining myself as a cocky pigeon, chasing after a female pigeon relentlessly.)
While in a forward fold, David said to us, "When I say you are not a 'warrior' or a 'chair,' you say, 'duh.' But what if I say, 'you are not a woman,' 'you are not a 'man,' 'you are not a mother, a father, a daughter, or son.' You may be all of these things at one point in your life, but you are not any of those one things, or even the accumulation of all those things."
Huh.